Btn Me & x Factor!!

Although she gave me her lips, there was no amount of convincing on my part that could get her to give me her body. Not willing to throw in the towel just yet, however, I tried to coax her by slipping a hand beneath the folds of the baggy Uganda 2006 Medical Team t-shirt she was fond of wearing every time she came over. Deftly stopping me however, she gripped my wrist and issued me with a stern “No.”. Unlike other girls who’s no’s were often “Not now’s” or “I’m tired’s” I knew from past experience that her no’s really were no’s- I removed my hand.
“So are you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” I asked her a moment later, trying to battle the confusion raging around in my head.
“It just wouldnt be the same.” she muttered.
I thought about that for a second.
“Well you wont know unless you give it a try…”
I was coaxing again, my tone playful.
“It still wouldnt be the same Lloyd. I just have too much on my mind right now.”
I lay on my back. stared up at the ceiling.
“Uh-oh. Ive heard that before. What’s it this time?”
“Same thing as before,” she answered snuggling next to me.
“You.”
She placed her head on my shoulder, her hand on my face, played around with my beard.
“Not helping.” I intoned quietly.
“Sorry.” she muttered and removed her hand.
I was silent for a few moments and then,
“Can I ask you a question?”
“Fire away.”
I paused for a second to make sure I phrased my question properly,
“If you knew that, and I’m using your words not mine, ‘It just wouldnt be the same’, then why did you come?”
She sighed.
“I thought I could handle it. I thought I could handle us just sleeping together. I guess things just arent as simple as that. My emotions keep on getting in the way.”
I heard her and I could tell that she was telling the truth. and that sort of made it hard for me to force the issue. and so acknowledging her admission I suggested that how about we just go to sleep. Readily agreeing she rolled out of my arms to the edge of the bed just so that I wouldnt get any ideas. But as she said just moments before, “Things just arent as simple as that.”

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